I'm in shock still that both Irina and Sasha lost it and totally screwed up. ha ha, oh well. That's the magic of the olympics. I think I feel more sad over Irina screwing up than Sasha, since she's an old russian. And a very likable old russian. And Sasha is now the new Michelle Kwan according to the nerdy nbc reporter. . . she'll be 25 at the next olympics, still chasing after the gold. Nothing wrong with that. I know I've been looking blue this week, I'm trying to build my happiness level up. It's happening. . . slowly, ha ha. I need to go practice. Byyyeee.
-Okay, skating makes me happy. I need to skate more. Haven't been doing that hardly at all lately. So, I went today and pulled off three perfect lutzes from no where. They weren't just good, they were amazingly high without any touch down whatsoever. I have never been so happy in such a long time. I actually fucking smiled. ha ha.